~There is no place left for me~

I kept true, I kept happy.
I kept love, I kept hate.
I kept up, I kept memories.

Come it that day, these two kings met.
We stood on the border, of love and insanity.

My heart aching, my love dying, my mind racing.
The pain stopped, the doom came. I now found the number.

The number is one, for I am alone. I am out of places to go.
I am out of people to trust, I am out of feelings to show.

I could not stand it any longer. In a few short seconds, I killed it.

I killed all of it. The Grey zone between us, died a thousand deaths in
an instant. The two of us came crashing towards each other at the speed
of light.

I did not wait, I explained my hearts sorrows, and my loves end. This girl
that saved my life. I can not tell her that now, I can not give her that now,
I am traveling backwards to the future and I can't stop, this is it.... We all lose.

Why is it I can't be the one to give love, I only seem to kill it at every turn.

~My angle is gone, my love is gone, myself is gone.....


This Beautiful Disaster, called love, wants me dead




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A bit dark. Not bad, just a little dark.

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I bit dark, ki, I think I am in trouble here....

I have hate flying out everywhere, I am having this sadness, its raging, and getting worse by the minute

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~Without her, my star falls

When my star falls, my fire goes out.
When my fire goes out, my soul goes out.

So all of you, watch the sky tonight.
Ill be falling down from it, I will set the
sky on fire, and I'll burn that enjoy it.

~I am the falling star

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~I did all I could

And she did not let me explain heart to heart.
I shut my self up for the days to come.

I am scared. For inside me, last night, I killed the feeling called love.
I killed all of it off, every last screaming, crawling part of it while it cried for help.

If she does not feel the need to save this life, then will it fall?
The maker of life, the and destroyer of dreams, and hearts of whole.

Now her picture, it floats in my sea of dead love, and the ship it
sails runs to the unknown, and I left feeling torn...

Should I sink her ship, and drag her down with me, or wait until the day
another ship comes close by...

~For I am between love and hate....

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